Sunday, April 4, 2010

just checking if this thing really works

Do not read this. There is nothing productive in there and don’t you ever think that it can be of any use.

I don’t know why I am writing this blog because I know I am not such a good writer and nobody is going to read it anyway. One of the many probable reasons can be for the same reason I keep a diary that is to vomit out the things which I can’t digest, things which are troubling my oversized and out of proportion head. So if you are still reading here we go.

First thought shall be the reason why this idea (of blog) came up in my mind. One day I was watching this movie called Lakshya. It is about soldiers and all. One thing about Hindi movies is that the hero seldom dies (they NEVER die in those south movies). Apart from that the movie was fine. So I was watching this movie and soldiers were fighting and dying and all of a sudden it occurred to me how much they deserve from us and how much we return to them. I mean these are the people who have seen death from very close. These are the ones who put their lives in danger for us. They have real life experiences. They must be respected for how much endurance they have. But still most of the parents won’t want their child to go into army. Isn’t that sad? I think they are not given the proper regard they deserve.

This is the time you cry ”bullshit” and close the tab. But I know you have too much extra time.

So second will be about me and jogging. Well I have been getting fat, too much fat since past year. A lot of rumors were flying around about me being pregnant and people asking me ’kiska paap hai ye’. And also lots of people advised me to run to lose weight. Well I never listened to them and finally their advices died away. But I was watching this movie where the girl had congenial heart disease and her heart was losing strength. Sometimes she would black out during her routines. And she said that she would like to run. I saw how we don’t enjoy these trivial things. How we run for something we don’t have in this blind world of consumerism and how we can’t be happy with what we have. Right then I decided to give running a try and it may seem a little odd to be coming from a lazy ass like me but its lots of fun. Like when you are actually frustrated and want to feel pain or drain out your frustration, then instead of watching TV or cutting your wrist, you can just run and you will see how great that feels. Means like you can run faster and your limbs will start hurting after some time and you can actually enjoy the pain if you want to. Going for normal jogging, don’t start too fast (trust me on this one, you may end up running less than your normal). And try to look around and enjoy the environment. You’ll feel great.

I have got an interview for tomorrow. If I am selected I’ll be off to J&K for this summer. No stipend but all expenses covered. Okay too much writing and I want to sleep off my physical distress. Goodbye.

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