some good news

We stood second in inter hostel scrabble event. i was in the team. I am proud of how well i played in final. That was the only match we lost. But this weekend was fun. Totally mind blowing. Thats all.

today

Got psych analyzed again, this time by an AIIMS psychiatrist. He said same things as the previous one. No illness, hence no drugs. Pretty good day till now. I had a lot of mithai in the morning on the occasion of Raksha Bandhan. I don’t feel like doing anything other than sitting in front of lappi and watching new something. Just watched Serenity a movie based on series called Firefly. Hell of a movie, one of the good ones. But on the other hand I have been watching pretty decent movies in the past few days. I have still got my training report to submit. And I am four days late already. Don’t know, they’ll accept my submission now or not. So wish me luck.

PS: do watch "the man from earth", a very good movie.

about today

A day just like any other : boring. I don’t know why this keeps happening. No one, not even myself is able to diagnose this problem, where it comes from and where am I headed to. But still I have got to try. My shrink says that something I have experienced in childhood is affecting me now and I indulge in sadistic pleasures. She wants me to think about these. She is also meeting my parents on day after tomorrow. All my life I have never listened to anyone. Always did whatever I wanted to do. But never did this thing came so stale in front of me. Right now I am figuratively destroying myself. Running away from submissions, procrastinating each and every thing I can. I am dead tired and want to sleep but I am also afraid of being woken up by that inane rep and call me for scrabble practice, so I have to stay awake. I also have to eat something before I sleep. I will go to SAC later. New canteen open there. I have to study Barron word lists also. so bye-bye.