A day just like any other : boring. I don’t know why this keeps happening. No one, not even myself is able to diagnose this problem, where it comes from and where am I headed to. But still I have got to try. My shrink says that something I have experienced in childhood is affecting me now and I indulge in sadistic pleasures. She wants me to think about these. She is also meeting my parents on day after tomorrow. All my life I have never listened to anyone. Always did whatever I wanted to do. But never did this thing came so stale in front of me. Right now I am figuratively destroying myself. Running away from submissions, procrastinating each and every thing I can. I am dead tired and want to sleep but I am also afraid of being woken up by that inane rep and call me for scrabble practice, so I have to stay awake. I also have to eat something before I sleep. I will go to SAC later. New canteen open there. I have to study Barron word lists also. so bye-bye.
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